6.1.08

Day 6

Hold out your hands to feel the luxury of the sunbeams. --Helen Keller


Despite lots of lotion, my hands are always dry. As always, the nails are clean but unpolished and short. If they get too long, I pick at them when I am nervous or in deep thought. Only when I've been pregnant have they been long and strong and beautiful. Upon my left I wear my wedding ring. We've been talking of getting it updated but I am torn to change it from the one I got on my wedding day. I do prefer silver tones, white gold, which is more trendy today. I also think I would like my girls to have my ring when I am gone -- the center stone for one (to make into another ring or necklace perhaps), two nicer (new) side stones for the other (maybe for earrings or a necklace too). A morbid gift I suppose, but it somehow brings me comfort to know where it will go after I am gone. On the right I wear my Eagle ring, it was a gift from my husband years ago. Recently I have put it back on my middle finger as I could feel it starting to slip off when bathing the kids or swimming at the gym. It is tighter than before but it has been years since I have even been able to wear it there. I love my Eagle ring -- it is Pacific Northwest Indian. It is chunky and maybe a bit out of character for me, which makes me love it all the more. To the Indians, the Eagle is the Master of Skies and is seen as a Messenger to the Creator. To see an Eagle when praying meant your prayers would be heard and answered. A nice thought to carry with you every day. I like my palms. My head line is straight, meaning I am realistic and sensible. My heart line is long, meaning I an very emotional. My life line is smooth and unbroken, meaning I can look forward to a long life. Do I really believe it? Not so, but fairly accurate and fun none-the-less. What do my hands do? Well everything. They cook and clean, they stamp and sew, they give and take. They communicate my anger with a wagging finger, or my love with tender touch. My husband rubs them when they ache and I infrequently pop my knuckles when I am nervous or bored (a habit which I have yet to break although it is so much better now than before). I suppose I take them for granted, but who doesn't really?

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